Have you ever wanted something so bad that you don’t want it at all?
That’s how I feel right now. I have so much ambivalence about all of this. I want it and I don’t want it. I can sleep all day because of it but I also have insomnia because of it. I feel like no matter what route I take there’s always going to be negative consequences.
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Kutless - She Cries Out
“She wants to fly away from this. She does not know how to fly away from this. This addiction is bringing her down”.
